I got my lip pierced.
and fuck, it hurts.
Lindsay got hers as well.

Fuck. We are hot.

Coheed in 2 days.
J*Star in 2 days.
Chiodos in 2 days.
Fuck. I couldnt be happier.

<3

[it must be love]

I am looking through some old pictures on lindsays computer right now.
And i found these two and they had me dieing.
I seriously think we look hit as fuck in each of them.
I dont even know.
ha. That girl seriously completes me.

So. I went to a show last saturday with Tracy [<3], Kristin[<3],
Kelly[<3], Frank[<3], Nathan[<3], Kristins sister[<3], and Nathans friend Casey[<3].
It was quite lovely.
Sam and Leah came, I payed for dem' hoes.
It was worth it.
The show was so fucking hot and shit. It was disgusting. But us bitches got down on the floor and the shit was sweet.
Fooooooo' real, nukka.

So.
Honestly.

Ive kinda decided to say fuck boys and all that shit.
Im not even trying anymore cause it just never works out at the right times.
Or I start talking with a guy, but all I can think about is an ex. A certain one to be exact. I dont even fucking know.
Sometimes I just wonder why the fuck I care.

The shit got fucked up between us two. I realize that. And the whole
"We wont ever date again" blah blah blah shit was thrown around.
But so was the "Im never talking to you again" and I still talk with him.
I dont know.
I guess I just miss having certain people in my life the way they used to be.

Hi. My names Connie.
And I like to eat peaunt butter crackers
and drink mountain dew for lunch.
Fuck I dont even know what I am saying.

So I like this boy, of course.
Its always one of those stories, right.

Tracy. Ha. I dont know. I dont think she likes him much.
I love that bitch. She amazes me.
Whatever.
Boys are dumb.

Anyways. On a lighter note.
My mom just practically accused me of taking two 50's from her.
Fuck that fucking dyke.
I didnt take shit.
I actually didnt take any money from her this time.
So its definitly her fault its missing.
Whatever.

I miss Linsday.
Next month will be our 12 year anniversary.
We will definitly be best friends for life. Without a doubt.
I dont know how much more of not seeing her i can take.
We have been apart for like 3 weeks and I seriously 
didnt know I could do it for this long.

My basement stinks. It smells like dog shit.
That sucks kinda.
Ha.

So its kinda warm down here.
And I am sticking to the computer desk sort of.

on the contest thingy on scenesters on myspace, tracy 
better fucking win.
Or ill cut a n_gga. fisho.
ha.

thats pretty much all i got.

<3

well.

I have decided to start a new xanga. 

I had xanga for about 2 years, but stopped doing it and conformed to 

myspace.

Yeah, I know.

Horrible.

So.

What the fuck is up, cunts?

<3